my ex still calls/texts me, regretful that she let me go. 7 years ago.

It’s been 2 years since the pivot point in my life. When I threw my life in the trash by taking a chance on a girl who dropped me in less than a month.

you were a catch. I don’t know if anyone could treat me as good as you did. & the reason I had to come on here tonight is that you found someone better than me. Genuinely, you did. She’s fit, successful, rich, has an amazing family, adores you, supports you, etc. She’s all the things I couldn’t be.

All the things I want to be.

I don’t want to be still feeling this way 5 years from now.

God help me.

you can be a lot

No one compares to you. I miss you. Fuck.

2018 was one big fuck up.

You’re all I can think about

remanence-of-love:

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luckymlmb:

i am terrified by how quickly people change their minds. it fucking terrifies me to think about letting someone in and trusting them and then them just changing their mind about me. and it terrifies me because it’s happened too many times

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allured-aesthetic:

Fairfield, Connecticut

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heartchai:

to love—platonically, romantically, unconditionally—is to live. remember this when you want to close your heart to others.

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